Worried Part 2

And then it happened! I received a “rhema” word!  And what exactly is a “rhema” word? Got Questions provides a good answer along with some Biblical references:

There are two primary Greek words that describe Scripture which are translated “word” in the New Testament. The first, logos, refers principally to the total inspired Word of God and to Jesus, who is the living Word. Logos is found in John 1:1; Luke 8:11; Philippians 2:16; Hebrews 4:12; and other verses. The second Greek word translated “word” is rhema, which refers to the spoken word. Rhema literally means a an utterance (individually, collectively or specifically). Examples are found in Luke 1:38; 3:2; 5:5; and Acts 11:16.

I don’t know about you, but I have a few different devotional books and guides that I use during my personal time with the Lord. On this particular day, I was reading Today in the Word, The Book of Isaiah: Seeing the Glory of God, published by Moody Global Ministries. Now remember, I had said to God, “I know what your Word says. I have been praying and I just can’t seem to get relief from this unprecedented worry. Lord, I need to hear something directly from your lips to my spirit that is going to break through my current disposition.” This is what I read in Isaiah 7:1-9 NLT:

A Message for Ahaz

1 When Ahaz, son of Jotham and grandson of Uzziah, was king of Judah, King Rezin of Syria and Pekah son of Remaliah, the king of Israel, set out to attack Jerusalem. However, they were unable to carry out their plan. 2 The news had come to the royal court of Judah: “Syria is allied with Israel against us!” So the hearts of the king and his people trembled with fear, like trees shaking in a storm.

3 Then the Lord said to Isaiah, “Take your son Shear-jashub and go out to meet King Ahaz. You will find him at the end of the aqueduct that feeds water into the upper pool, near the road leading to the field where cloth is washed. 4 Tell him to stop worrying. Tell him he doesn’t need to fear the fierce anger of those two burned-out embers, King Rezin of Syria and Pekah son of Remaliah. 5 Yes, the kings of Syria and Israel are plotting against him, saying, 6 ‘We will attack Judah and capture it for ourselves. Then we will install the son of Tabeel as Judah’s king.’7 But this is what the Sovereign Lord says:

“This invasion will never happen;
it will never take place;
8 for Syria is no stronger than its capital, Damascus,
and Damascus is no stronger than its king, Rezin.
As for Israel, within sixty-five years
it will be crushed and completely destroyed.
9 Israel is no stronger than its capital, Samaria,
and Samaria is no stronger than its king, Pekah son of Remaliah.
Unless your faith is firm,
I cannot make you stand firm.”

I was stopped in my tracks…what?! The Lord said, “Tell him to stop worrying!!!” I could sense that the Holy Spirit was trying to get my attention. As I read through this passage He began to unfold truth to me. I am going to give you the abbreviated version. It nicely fell into 5 categories: fickle, fear, flesh, facts, and faith!

2 Kings 16:2 tells us that “Ahaz was twenty years old when he became king, and he reigned in Jerusalem sixteen years. He did not do what was pleasing in the sight of the Lord his God, as his ancestor David had done.”

Here was a fickle young man who had not cultivated a relationship with God, so when threatened or challenged he wavered and was unable to stand firm in his faith. When the news of an impending attack against Judah surfaced, we are told that the hearts of King Ahaz and his people “trembled with fear, like trees shaking in a storm.” What a simile! His response was not to turn to God, but to begin looking for a solution in his flesh. God, in His mercy, sees all that is happening and directs the prophet Isaiah to go and meet Ahaz. God knows exactly where he is.

“Then the Lord said to Isaiah, ‘Take your son Shear-jashub and go out to meet King Ahaz. You will find him at the end of the aqueduct that feeds water into the upper pool, near the road leading to the field where cloth is washed.'” Isaiah 7:3 NLT

Ahaz was concerned about the water supply! He understood the necessity of water in times of war and was looking for ways to protect his territory and perhaps make himself impervious to the announced attack. Is this where his mind should have been? This is not to say that one shouldn’t exercise wisdom in warfare, but it appears that seeking God in the matter was not even a thought. He was operating from a position of fear, not faith!

“Seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and live righteously, and he will give you everything you need.” Matthew 6:33 NLT

Did he not understand that our God is the “Extraordinary Strategist!” Isaiah 9:6 NET

Now Isaiah is directed to give Ahaz the facts from the Sovereign Lord, “Tell him to stop worrying. Tell him he doesn’t need to fear the fierce anger of those two burned-out embers, King Rezin of Syria and Pekah son of Remaliah.”

What seemed like a raging fire of fear in the heart of Ahaz, was in reality just “two burned-out embers” in the eyes of God! The Lord proceeds to say, “This invasion will never happen; it will never take place.”

This is incredible! Here is a pagan King, a rebel of God, and yet God speaks to him in the time of struggle. What a news flash for those of us who claim to walk with God! He is our ever present help in time of need! Hallelujah!

“Ahaz, instead of running to the aqueduct, come to the altar!”

The clincher to all of this is what the Lord says in verse 9, “Unless your faith is firm, I cannot make you stand firm.” My favorite version of this is the Living Bible translation:

“You don’t believe me? If you want me to protect you, you must learn to believe what I say.”

It became clear to me that the Lord was overriding whatever thoughts and emotions had overtaken me. God demonstrated His faithfulness towards me, that in the midst of all of the transitions taking place in my life triggering the onset of worry, that He too was in the midst of all of it. And that even though I knew His Word on the issue, He responded to my plea and entered into my personal time, as He is a personal God, with a rhema word. The Holy Spirit spoke ever so clearly to my heart, “Stop worrying Barbara!”

Isaiah 7:6 in The Living Bible says, “We will invade Judah and throw her people into panic” and in the King James it says, “Let us go up against Judah, and vex it.”

It is the ploy of the enemy to distract and frustrate us with matters that are trivial in the sight of God. The Lord said, “This invasion will never happen; it will never take place.”

“Yes Lord! Help us to learn to believe what YOU say.”

Worried?

2018 ended and it was time to move onwards towards 2019! But not so quickly…I want to take some time to reminisce, to reflect on all that has transpired this past year!

In our household, 2018 has certainly shown itself to be a year filled with changes and challenges. What exactly do I mean? Well lets start at the beginning!

Mother-in-law moved in with us for an undetermined period of time and needed care and support, my youngest daughter got married – destination wedding of course! We helped her buy a car and transition her to another state for a yearlong internship. My oldest daughter and her husband sold and bought a house that we helped pack and unpack, and oh…she is now expecting her third child. My husband officially retired and together we sold our second property, bought a new car, started volunteering in a new capacity at our church, host an average of 2-4 prayer and Bible study groups in our home, and finally, I accepted some additional responsibilities in a graduate program where I teach…even though I’m technically retired…phew! It may not appear quite as overwhelming reading mere words in a blog, but I can assure you, it has been. You might say, “This all sounds good – marriage, baby, new car, new house, retirement…” I would respond and say “Absolutely! God has been faithful to us, and by His power and wisdom, we have been able to navigate through all of these life transitions.”

But wait…

For the first time, in a long time, I found myself worrying, not just situationally, or momentarily, but constantly. It was as though my being was gripped by fear when I worrybaby-e1443666679344awoke and when I went to sleep. So many thoughts and imaginations about my family raced though my mind – concerns about their travels, their safety, their financial needs, their marital relationships, their welfare, and well…the list goes on. I was consumed with worry in a way that I don’t think I’ve ever experienced. I could honestly say, that it felt like an adversarial attack – not something that I often say. With everything that’s going on around us, it is so easy to be overcome with worry and to allow our imaginations to get the best of us.

Here are some definitions of “worry.”

  • Give way to anxiety or unease; allow one’s mind to dwell on difficulty or troubles. Encyclopedia.com
  • Refers to the thoughts, images, and emotions of a negative nature in a repetitive, uncontrollable manner that results from a proactive cognitive risk analysis made to avoid or solve anticipated potential threats and their potential consequences. Wikipedia
  • A sense of uneasiness and anxiety about the future. Scripture indicates that such anxiety is ultimately grounded in a lack of trust in God and His purposes. Dictionary of Bible Themes

I could relate to all of these! I was now a part of the America that is in the midst of a rising anxiety epidemic. According to a May, 2018 Science Alert article written by Peter Dockrill, “New survey results show Americans’ anxiety levels experienced a sharp increase in the past year, with almost 40 percent of respondents saying they felt more anxious than they did a year ago.”

An American Psychiatric Association (APA) 2017 Opinion Poll indicated that the top three areas Americans ranked as feeling extremely or somewhat anxious were:

  1. Keeping myself or my family safe
  2. My health
  3. Paying my bills or my expenses

Now as someone who practices talking to God and reading the Bible regularly, I could easily quote Scriptures on worry and anxiety.

Scriptures like:

“Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” (Philippians 4:6-7) or

“Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.” (John 14:27). And then my life verse…

“Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;  in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.” (Proverbs 3:5-6)

Although I knew these Scriptures in my head, they weren’t making their way to my heart. I just couldn’t get any peace. I finally said to God, “I know what your Word says. I have been praying and I just can’t seem to get relief from this unprecedented worry. I need to hear something directly from your lips to my spirit Lord that is going to breakthrough my current disposition.” And then it happened!


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